“If God saves and it begins and ends with him, you have to ask yourself, why doesn’t He save everyone. Seems unfair, if God gives you salvation and not me therefore causing me to burn in Hell for all eternity, how is He not an evil God? — Something to consider also is who is God talking about when He said He desires all be saved. I'm sure he is talking about His elect whom He chooses!” Matthew Henneberry

Say this to yourself a few times: "Whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved" (Romans 10:13). If that doesn't answer your question, say the first word ten times out loud.

Your problem isn't your concern about not being part of the "elect." It's simply that you love your darling sexual sins. Men love darkness rather than light. Am I wrong?