You know, I am not even sure if I am a true Christian by their (Christian, regardless of denomination) standard. To some people, I am just a heretic, a Pharisee, a pagan, a gnostic, a polytheist, a monotheist, an agnostic, a Zenist, a naturalist, an animist, an atheist, a person who does not belong to anything or a person who has a little of everything. Some people might even think I am an "undercover" in order to find out what atheist, agnostic, Christianity, Buddhism, or any religion is about. I know who I really am. I think and I think freely. I am really searching and seeking like a scientist or journalist, or just like any curious person, to find out something very magical, very philosophical, the answers to my questions, the solutions to my problems, what it is about, how it is like, how it happens, and how it works.
I think to argue who is right about anything, religion, politic, ethic, justice, or any other issue, is very trivial. I think what is even more important and honorable is to have faith in success, have compassions, and to find solutions to solve problems. So many wars and arguments are fought over religion, politics, wealth (social classes, lands, people, resources), ethics, justice, cultures (race, ethnicity), dignity, vanity (between Nobel Prize and other prestigious price winners, between musicians and actors, etc.), nobility, and science and technology, and the party involved in many of these fights through out history still have not solve anything! They have not learned from history. Politicians just walk out of their plane or car, wave to the camera or the crowd, and walk right back in. Some organised groups just demonstrate naked in the public or dressed like super heroes and climbed on to landmark buildings and hope that someone will give them the attention. Meanwhile there are corporations funding special interest groups to lobby to politicians to build world order the way they wanted, the government that gives them power and wealth. There is nothing wrong with that. All of these things are acceptable. It is just that there are people being trap and dying because of wars, hunger, diseases, lack of freedom to think, fight between government and politicians, crimes, gangs, lack of education and knowledge, lack of human resources, lack of natural resources and technology to make a living, persecution from religious groups because they are fighting whose religion is right or better, lack of efficient and just law and law enforcement; Many natural resources are running out, plants, animals, and other species and organisms are dying or evolving, the whole Earth’s ecosystem is changing (for good and for bad), and it is becoming unbalance, Nature is reacting to this unbalance, and our planet Earth is becoming sick. Most importantly, both human and the nature in our world is dying because there is lack of bright and wise people who can solve problems and has compassion at the same time. Many people either has competence but lacks compassion (vision to see clearly and love to care), or has compassion but lacks competence (wisdom, intellect, intelligent, leadership, charisma, connection, strength/power/authority to act, health, and time). Proper management needs both compassion and competence because who do not want people who can not lead or people who can mislead. What we need is a society of bright and compassionate leaders to manage this world and to solve its problems.