Lately I have been so tired. Not just physicaly, but mentally. I don't know how to explain it really. I'm just tired of this ugly world, and reading the news, and seeing headlines like Putin being voted man of the year, Blair refuses to aknowledge Israel as a nation, Olmert puting the Temple Mount on the table for a peace we all know is FALSE. Christians being told our love of our saviour is a waste of time, or we are cramming our religion down peoples throats, and how Christianity is wrong. Tired of getting my head taken off when I point out how news corolates with prophecy. The news makes me want to yark, and cry, and I find myself begging Jesus to come and take me home. I am having trouble praying for the people in my life that I know aren't saved, I waffle back an forth with letting them go their own way, and mustering up strength to fight With Them, For Them. I hate all the headlines that tell on a daily basis just how far this world has fallen. I'm sorry I'm such a downer, but I'm surrounded by scoffers and I can't talk to them. I'm having a little trouble picking my head up and keeping my eyes on the prize. I just want to go home. Is it wrong to be impatient?