Lately I have seriously considered suicide (have fought those thoughts daily all along for years) so much that I told my 19 year old daughter, that I just got reconciled with, after not seeing her in over 7 years. She asked me not to, that she needs me, so I won't. She also needs deliverance and inner healing as well. I have felt like I am "just in the way" ever since I was little" Also felt a lot of rejection most of my life.
Also dealing with sexual issues. I have been celibate for 20 years, and not easy. I am fighting perversion spirits - homosexuality - never been involved in it, but the seeds for it go back to my childhood - and incest - also never been involved, but - when I am around my daughter, whom I love very much, sometimes I get other feelings, and have to back off. I need God to bring a wife soon. It seems like if you don't get your needs met legitimately, it can cause spirits of perversion to come in to try to get them met illegimately.
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If this isn't just the poster child for what happens when you try to de-gay your kid.
You end up with a suicidal celibate weirdo who needs tons of therapy, has Stockholm Syndrome love for fundamentalist Christianity, wants to nail his daughter and will pry end up shooting people in a unitarian church somewhere.
If your daughter's 19, and you've been celibate for 20 years, something doesn't add up.
He math-turbated.
This is one seriously fucked up individual. Where are ll the christ-stains wanting to help him out?
*backs out of room and closes door quietly*
You're fighting homosexual feelings, and you want to fuck your daughter? You also want a wife?
Just...wow. That makes no sense.
Damn it, and religion doesn't fuck people up?
I'm not saying that he wouldn't have had problems without it, but sounds like he'd have been a hell of a lot happier.
Or you're just a brainwashed gay guy who's in denial. Though, I'd seek serious help (ie someone other than a religious nut) about the incest thing. Molesting daughter=bad, bad, bad. More than bad.
I strongly suspect that this is just some lying for jesus (Celibate for 20 years but with a 19 year old daughter. And I've got a pretty good bullshit detector and it's going off like crazy from this freak)
If not... What the fuck is wrong with you? You need to seek professional mental help! The fact that you want to bang your daughter is not for some kind of boogeyman demon! In all seriousness, GO TO A FUCKING SHRINK! Praying for "God" to send you a wife dosen't work, you actually have to work at it. No woman is just going to show up on your doorstep one day and say "Hey, Let's go get married and have sex."
This isn't so much fundie as incredibly sad.
God needs to make sure that wifey's a therapist, methinks.
"It seems like if you don't get your needs met legitimately, it can cause spirits of perversion to come in to try to get them met illegimately."
No, that's called being a perverted, sexually frustrated freak.
Oh come on, it's obvious that 20 years is just rounded off. And shame on all of you for making fun of him, he's probably a homosexual who was raised in a strong anti-gay household, which led to a lifetime of sexual confusion and self-loathing. He needs help, and quick.
Some people I just feel sorry for, I don't even want to mock them.
This guy will most likely end up taking his own life, or attacking his daughter (and then taking his own life) regardless of his efforts to fight the "demons" and no matter how much he tries to turn to his church. In fact, the more he relies on the church the worse he'll probably feel since it's not going to do any bloody good and he'll end up thinking he's just so bad he's beyond all hope.
Not to mention, his church will most likely boot him out if he fails to properly show himself to be cured. Which probably will be the rejection that finally drives him over the edge.
*sigh* And there's absolutely nothing anyone can do.
"I need God to bring a wife soon."
Translation: "A woman! She'll fix all my problems and make everything okay!"
That's a terrible thing to expect of a woman--or of anyone. He shouldn't be thinking of any kind of romantic relationship until he treats those glaringly obvious mental health issues.
Poor guy.
He probably had sex with one woman way back when (without protection of course), didn't like it and instead of coming to terms with his sexuality he repressed the hell out of it.
At the very least he needs to have a good long masturbation session...
It surprises me this isn't from Rapture Ready. Apart from that, why are you allowed around your daughter when you have these thoughts? A wife is not going to solve your problems and that's a horrible thing to expect of anyone. Get real medical help for your mental health issues before you harm someone else or yourself.
Edit: It appears that I have stolen Romana Twelve's brainwave.
It was the perfect set up to a joke until I realized it was her father, not her mother.
And suicide is never a joke.
*quietly* damn.
Most of the time, these quotes piss me off with their mind-numbing stupidity and bigotry.
This, just makes very, very sad. I wish he'd get help. Real help.
"It seems like if you don't get your needs met legitimately, it can cause spirits of perversion to come in to try to get them met illegimately."
At least he realizes that prolonged celibacy played a big part in bringing him to this point. Now, he just needs to understand that his sexual frustration and suicidal thoughts are caused by natural processes, not demons. He also needs to understand that it's perfectly ok to have sex with a consenting adult you're not related to, whether you're married to that person or not, and whether they are the same or opposite gender.
Yes, he needs counseling. Not for his sexual frustration or "perversions" (lusting after his own daughter is a perversion, but not being gay or bisexual), but to deprogram him from his strict beliefs. Having sexual feelings for one's own daughter is pretty disgusting and I hope she never finds out, but the guy was celibate for 20 years (give or take) as of the time on his post, he hadn't seen his daughter in 7 years (since she was 12, give or take), and I'm sure it wouldn't take much to stir up sexual feelings at that point. If getting laid doesn't cure him of those feelings toward his daughter, then he can get counseling for that along with his religious deprogramming.
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