I am sorry to hear you feel this way. But just because someone is having these types of experiences does not mean they have a neurological disorder. I am familiar with the types of epilepsy there are, and there are types that people are surprised to find out exist . . You don't know my medical background . . I am also somewhat familiar with demonic activity . . . This is why I suggested that the OP see a Priest who is an exorcist as they are trained to recognize the difference . .