"I remember my grandmother said when she was younger, "When I was a little girl, the rapture was near". Now she's 70."
Maybe that fact should give you the hint, dearie.
"That's not so comforting because people were even saying it then and now, almost 2010, Jesus hasn't shown up yet."
Truth hurts, doesn't it, bitch?
"I just need some encouragement"
Your 'faith' & 'beliefs' are LIES, and the whole (C)Rapture thing is a load of bollocks. That enough encouragement, sweetie?
"because I want Him to come so bad that I am seriously trying not to say "He could come tonight"
And when 12 midnight strikes tonight, that'll be further proof that one more day the (C)Rapture hasn't happened, is one more day we Atheists are proved right.
"cause when another day passes I become so depressed... Does anyone else feel like this?"
Why not try doing one of two things, Jesus's Girl?:
1- Accelerate said (C)Rapture by drinking the special Kool-Aid.
2- Acknowledge that it'll never happen, the (C)Rapture is a LIE, along with everything you've been made to believe, which is complete bollocks, and become part of reality by becoming an Atheist.
"I wish Jesus would come NOW!"
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