I had to go back to school in December for a three YEAR program to get my next degree. If I didn't do it, I would lose my job. So I am sitting here procrastinating writing a paper, because in my heart it is stupid beyond measure because I will be going home LONG before this program is done. I obviously can't explain that to my boss. So I sit here on the forums instead of writing my paper because being here with y'all makes way more sense than writing papers!!!!

That's how I feel about everything. My entire focus has become very short range. If I don't need it today, than I won't do it or buy it, because I am praying desperately that I won't be here even tomorrow. Come Lord Jesus, COME!!!!