I was brainwashed for a long time. First the schools and then the media. My parents were nice people, but basically brainwashed themselves.
It has taken a long time to come to wake up. But when you realize that the lesser races will never accept you no matter how much you repudiate your culture and history, then its time for some serious questioning and realignment.
I am ready now, both to expiate my previous sins, and to help forge a new destiny for the White race.
Do I want to belong to something greater than myself? Yes.
Was I brainwashed for a long time into White guilt? Yes.
Through trial and tribulation both intensly personal and through diret observation of my environment I have concluded that I have been fed lies from almost 35 yrs of my life.
My step 9 yr old step daughter asked me what kind of god I believed in. I replied, "A white god." She was quiet for a little while then she said, " I do too."